our words brush past each other eyes hot on the arc of desire the images spelled out our words come close the heat of desire slipping in between phrases our words touch gently, then more firmly taking hold in the back and forth black and white forms entwine i feel your finger tips brush my skin my hand on your hip pulling you close our hips move in time your head on my shoulder i whisper your...
dream me back again
moon silver light shines on snow covered peaks mercury spill through the dark ghost siren song echoes down empty streets reminding me of your night moan where are you now that the sun has gone down dream me again to you dream me back to you when nights shine like tonight meet me on the dark street of dreams so i can take you in my arms feel the heat of your kiss feel the heat of your hips taste...
striving -- chapter 2 -- losing touch
Those dreams Desires in ghostly form My eyes closed my fingers reach and touch nothing real I wake bathed in hunger my body calling for you needing you unable to reach you, touch you, take you, tease you, When i wake, hunger unabated my bones burn for you I need to see you face to face I need to hear you lips to ear I need to take your hand in mine take your hips in my hands press my lips against...
lean close and tell me your secret desires what have you been wanting, needing to take you beyond to take you as my own whisper warm words that will ignite your hunger a conflagration immolation when you let me in to touch you in places to touch you in ways you may never have known
fading light -- chapter 1 -- losing touch →
your lips i would dream your kiss each night warm opening press of desire learning each others heart beats in a kiss that was yet to come real your fingers i would dream your touch each night finger tip on my cheek hand circling hardening heat drawing me out drawing me to you taking hold of desire your skin i would dream satin smooth warmth under my lips against my hands soft desire heating...
on my mind, wandering
you drift into my thoughts word by word a whispering ghost of desire taking me by surprise your words come to me images of passion taking me out of myself stealing me away even as I wander the streets i find myself unfound unmoored drifting into places unknown seeing sights unplaceable places unknowable all the time wanting to follow your whispering words knowing that my mooring, where i should be...
the heat, hunger
I wake in the night empty arms hungry heart and you, where are you when I need you but in my dreams I wake in the night my body calling for you hips in motion hunger throbbing for you the touch of your lips the warmth of your hand the heat of your legs fading All i can do is dive deeper into my dreams to take you again Yet no matter how often I dream you i need my mouth on you your legs tight...
A foot on the dock the other on the deck of a boat that is drifting Anchored to one world desirous of another and living without life A ghost haunting oneself echoes fading in the cavern of passing time Hesitation, action when there are no good choices everything can be lost in the blink of an eye Hesitation, action are there ever good choices I want you but that is not a choice
I know you have offered and you have invited i have been wanting yes i have desired After dreaming and the scheming if we’re together i want to learn you To know your extremes to press your buttons to enter your dreams Just show me your hunger and show me your passion show me how wanton you can be with me Hold back on nothing throw caution away once we’re together if we’re...
dreams and desires fossilized underground for so long, yellowed with age, locked within amber walls unmoving unmovable frozen in another time hunger wanes wishes wither futures fade and when the sun rises dawning light cracking through the amber cell can you thaw back to life what has been dormant for so long fossilized underground dreams and desires can they awake with the sun and simmer with the...
danger, edge of desire
a fear of heights a fear of falling and when finally the edge of reality has come and gone descending fast fast as life rushes past what happens when you finally land the gnawing hunger buzzing at my lips to be kissing you the growing hunger aching in my hips to be inside of you your words landing inside me building your gravity the pull of you drawing me into orbit charging my nights setting fire...
thunder and lightning
rain slashes the windows wind rattles the panes i close my eyes to see you before me knees raised offering and i would hear you moan low in your throat the growl of far off thunder and i would see your eyes flash fire in the distance tasting your desire not letting up or letting you up not letting you escape the hunger i feel for you now
The sun is fading now falling fast I will come for you in the darkest part of the night and find you wherever you lie sleeping I will slip beneath your sheets will you resist my kiss my fingers trace tease touch the contours of your body each hidden place kissed stroked explored night will be our rendezvous we will enter into unbridled passion without care or caution, our desire in full bloom our...
the night feels cold, in your absence the dark hits me hard, since you’ve gone i can’t hear truth without laughter my heart has gone still without warmth all my writing now sounds empty, sentences hollow and torn
the shock of the first touch swollen heat sliding along satin heat that shock magnetic, impulsive to open to enter to take the flood of hunger the flood of need from that first shock and then to be joined in motion dancing with you against you in you and wanting more
The want the need i feel it crawling neath my skin My fingers move my lips part I feel the need for you as hunger deep inside Our words can touch my hands want more Our words may kiss my lips, oh even they want so much more The dreaming is not enough The fantasy falls far short of my hunger To feel your skin beneath my hands To feel your lips pressed tight to mine For our hips to move just right...
what is control
your whispers i feel them in my dreams your voice calling, asking pleading, moaning for more your hands are not your own your eyes not your own in the moment your are mine for the taking teasing you to the brink keeping you unable to think holding you at the edge and your voice is all you have that you can use
run, to me -- chapter 10 -- runaway, desire
if i cannot come to you come to me Let us be together in a far off place Walk away from it all now Run away from it all now Come to me now Sitting in the air hope swelling in my heart the wish echoing in my head Will you be there as you said Will you meet me as you said I have our room in the 5th i said Meet me be with me run to me Lets run away to the end Together
should i -- chapter 9 -- runaway, desire
if i show up if i send you a note from the bar would you join me for a drink just a drink just a chat face to face would you run to me on first sight would you kiss me hello would you throw your arms around me will you let me hold you for a moment close and warm my lips against your ear whispering i want you would you join me for a drink and maybe more if i just show up should i come for you ...
getting together -- chapter 8 -- runaway, desire
to be there beside you with you in our flesh my fingers my lips my hips call out for a different reality hours in the air to be there beside you for a drink for some talk or to really have your body against mine our hips in motion taking you as i want you over and over again …sheltersky
by hand -- chapter 7 -- runaway, desire →
in other days gone past letter-bound lovers would scrawl desire in hand drawn words skin brushing over paper fingers circling feeling the shaft of the pen the friction scritch of tip stroking the surface while the words emerge from within traveling vast distances to move another’s heart another hand these days fingers brush and press those words through the ether but do they move your hand...
together, apart -- chapter 6 -- runaway, desire
action at a distance our words work where physics fears to tread, so i am drawn to you drawn for you the thought of you waking me comforting me the melding of being together with hunger and desire hand holding and kisses taking you and being taken images of days and dates and always desire and wondering how can we be together …sheltersky
release, epiphany -- chapter 5 -- runaway, desire
you offer your heat you offer desire take me, you tell me i am yours to do as you want, as you will and i want to cherish you keep you close keep you safe to take you to make you mine and i dream you and i want you and i taste you through the day and into the night and still we have not met …sheltersky
the door, and light -- chapter 4 -- runaway,...
your light, your sigh illumines the dark day your words haunt my night ghosts of desire teasing me, tasting me showing me how to touch, to take you you whisper offers you sigh hunger and i stop looking through windows and start trying to find the door into you and out of here …sheltersky
the noose, the cage -- chapter 3 -- runaway,...
our fingers fly morning and night brushing letters as skin sending receiving listening talking touching with words wanting in words kissing, and oh the way you feel from the way we touch and darkness falls my chest tightens in the day air grows thin walls close in my fingers reach for you my heart beats for you and the day grows dimmer without your light …sheltersky
can't, won't stop -- chapter 2 -- runaway, desire
i wake in the dark hunger in my heart the touch of your lips your circling fingers your words at play on the stage of desire i dream in the day of what you offer what you want what I would take and wonder what are the limits i script scenes with you i have never seen but i have always wanted taking you as mine …sheltersky
opening a door -- chapter 1 -- runaway, desire
that dimming light the slowing heart molasses thoughts unmoved for too long i read your heart in heated words melting, moving things all too dormant for oh so long i read the hunger and felt the need seeded and sprouting as you tilled my soul with careful fingers whispering your spells …sheltersky
nota bene IV -- stealing loss
stealing loss from the heart of love from the lips of desire what should have been his now mine emptying echoes cooling ghosts in the desert night stealing loss from love from lust nothing can ever be the same c’est tout …sheltersky
away, and towards over -- chapter 15 -- stealing...
the sound of winter coming air heavy with chill expectation you went with him not me sending me details how it feels its not the same as for us you say the way he feels in you the way you feel its not the same you write no, i think nothing is the same …sheltersky
nota bene III -- the greek chorus -- stealing loss
and in the rising light the scars become so clear and in the fall of night the colding heart less dear and with the rising lid the flood of knowing harrowing and with the fall of grace the loving touch despairing and so the efforts made cannot repair the tearing …sheltersky
the fall -- chapter 14 -- stealing loss
blackening bones the chill beneath the skin deadening even echoes of desire our bodies sleeping sleepwalking until the return the brush of fingers quick cool kiss only the condolences offered to the corpse of passion a quiet flight of distant through distance uncrossable and when we touched down where could we land …sheltersky
traveling to reality -- chapter 13 -- stealing...
walking strange streets hand in hand lovers in open air kissing embracing hurrying back to bed to take our time together until his call with the cooling air of sundown night fell on us as well tears without end what are we doing to them you asked through tears …sheltersky
come away -- chapter 12 -- stealing loss
i bit your ear softly teasing kisses on your neck lets go away i whispered run away together tell him we have to travel for work i will tell her the same we will share a bed a night a morning i will scrub your back i can hold you all night long wake you with kisses and fuck again and again …sheltersky
waking, morning in you -- chapter 11 -- stealing...
you were my night dreams my day thoughts slipping under my skin moving my hips meeting for work was painful to be close without touching to see you without kissing and all the time wanting more entering you in the chapel in the library in the office any place any moment alone and yet it was never enough as if i needed to be deeper inside you part of you all night long waking you wanting you each...
devotions--chapter 10 -- stealing loss
my dreams were filled with you with us your notes meet me in the library fifth floor stacks, north side or come down to my office now or let us pray and we would meet kissing like drowning touching like swimming needing to be joined constantly careless, no thought of consequence other than sex …sheltersky
guilt gives way -- chapter 9 --stealing loss →
you sent me a note meet you for coffee and so i sat coffee in hand eyes on the move until you sat beside me eyes down and i wondered you looked up scanning the room pulling my hand beneath the table twining our fingers holding my hand tight you whispered i want you i’m so sorry I stood and moved …sheltersky
the first sign of guilt -- chapter 8 -- stealing...
my hands under your shirt the soft warmth of your breasts against my fingers kissing you along your neck the heat of your breath in my ear and then stop, please we looked at each other hunger and guilt warring in our eyes he’s out of the country i shifted slightly no, you said this is wrong looking at you with unvarnished desire i nodded, unable to speak good night, you said leaning closer and we...
towards sex -- chapter 7 -- stealing loss →
the car engine ticking in the cold night air outside your apartment i turn to you and you turn to me no he’s not home but you glance at your windows anyway goodnight, i say you lean forward breathing smoke to cloud the moment we are both moving together first kiss tentative soft sharing our… …sheltersky
in which we grow, together -- chapter 6 --...
we meet with others our synergies apparent working well successes clear and after a week working late past 8 i ask some dinner? we have not talked about anything but work not about him not about her and most of all not ourselves each or us, together is there an us Working close our knees brushing our looks touch we sit closer every day closer without talking dinner, sure, its late and so we break...
pretense and reality -- chapter 5 -- stealing loss
why you, i think do you wonder too why us, why now but there is no us yet what are you thinking as we are about to meet to work, in the light what is it we are about to start there is the reality We are good working together we soar when we talk about work ideas flow and dance and oh we dance so well steps enmeshed rhythm nailed so natural together why have we not done this before why indeed Did...
nota bene ii -- the greek chorus -- chap. 4...
and where does it begin the first corruption the slow decay of pure attraction of pure desire or was anything ever pure at what point does discussion move away from innocent talk and down the alleyway is this the beginning of something new seeds sprouting in fertile soil or the death of something that is not yet begun …sheltersky
aftermath of a drink -- chapter 4 --stealing loss →
our needs our wants echoing from one night your face your face so close you haunt my nights lying awake tossed by dreams of you needs and wants sketched out in dreams making manifest the words that were unspoken our words we did share come in the day remembering you near the heat of your skin oh… …sheltersky
that drink -- chapter 3 -- stealing loss →
sitting in the dark bar looking scanning my eyes hungry now to see you my hips restless, writing scripts that may never play and in you walked eyes brighter than memory walking to me hands reaching for mine and a kiss as if, as if you order scotch and urge me as well we drink fast and find… …sheltersky
nota bene i --chap.2 the greek chorus -- stealing...
oh yes and what would others not present think flies not on the wall but were they to have been he and she what would they make of their others looking together for a drink instead of whatever they said they were doing …sheltersky
the note -- chapter 2 --stealing loss
you sent me a note later did you want to ask me something you wrote i saw you looking i was looking at you surely i was looking for something and saw it in your eyes and the way you moved after we met in gaze yes, i wrote there is something i want to ask coffee later? a drink instead, you said a drink instead, i thought indeed …sheltersky
risk taking -- chapter 1 -- stealing loss
that first look first gaze locking look we shared across a room caught me by surprise and then i was caught by you looking you over my eyes followed your curves that my mind took hold of caught by your look my fingers wanted to follow your curves and change the look in your eyes to take the risk of touch …sheltersky
i walk a slanted field strewn with woe nowhere is purchase to be found my heart has slid between the cracks at dawn but I can’t slip the very bars i own i laid this cell down brick by brick i play the jailer oh so well to keep the key out of arm’s reach to keep me locked within my hell i see the light of day beyond hope hanging on a single thread i reach to touch your face and plead...
you are my wanton fantasy black lace on porcelain skin hungry kisses everywhere devouring me you are my wanton image painting scenes with words and pictures i have not seen but want taking you every way possible taking you beyond the boundaries you are my wanton word whispered in a moment of passion lustful trigger to release me inside you