haunted without release
i could hold you in my arms but i could not stop you slipping through my fingers i could write down my desire but i could not keep you warm two ghosts can haunt each others nights but cannot kiss bound into place by time and ties the chains that weigh without release ghosts held to haunt and cannot fly thought hearts may call across the night
el sueno de la razon
monstruos en la noche once unleashed by license of sleep unchecked by conventions of day it is not the moon but the loss of sun that floods canyons washing away pretense stripping bare to the heat of your eyes defenseless against your smile no longer restrained my hands move faster than my thoughts seeking you again
what lies within
i see you walking innocence but i know the truth concealed beneath the curtain you hide curves and hunger that keeps simmering lift the hem and show the need you keep hidden down inside and i will take hold of you and will not let you go
captured by you
your lips the curve so slight slightly reddened against pale skin your lips they part i feel the warmth become heat beneath my skin your lips they whisper words of hunger words of heat and night your lips i want them pressed against me arms around you tight
the ghostly touch
o to touch you lips against lips hands holding hips finger tip tease sliding in deep o to be touched by you hands on my face lips taking tastes riding astride take me inside
under the white flag, surrender
i watch you slip out of that pristine white so innocent even your pale skin looks dark with nothing below nowhere to hide curves and desire your eyes hot with dare with hunger your fingers taking hold of your own flesh twisting tenderness into flame
warm lips pressed against your hip parting the swirl of hot breath on your skin fingers tracing lines of heat to the center of your desire
kept in the dark, insensate and sensitive
eyes under cloth you cannot see the touch to come out of the dark just a finger tip along your cheek or is it another kind of touch wrists bound tight you cannot reach a hand to hold and that finger moves to circle to trace desire upon your skin circling your lips you feel the friction heat your skin parting to take it in you seek some control some direction out of the dark surprise your body...
tied, and a net
i will tie you to my heart hold you close won’t let you fall if you let me take your hand if you take me as i am
sensory deprivation, insensate 4
crushed rose petal sweet scent fingers closing on velvet blooms wishing my fingers on your soft skin your heady scent filling my head to breathe you in to drink you in my lips parting tongue tip tasting your desire filling my mouth the sound of you filling my ears as i take you and move you to my rhythm but i can only dance alone my voice my only sound even as my body cries out for you
taking, holding on
i hold your wrists in one hand and with the other open you for the teasing for the tasting for the taking
lift that pristine hem beneath the pure white you hide the heat i hunger for pale skin under white wrapped in the red of desire let my fingers reveal and revel in the fire between the pale
the code of want
those words written with my own blood red drops heart felt heat smeared across lines those words tasted by your own lips kissed and savored time after time kiss me hard and fast the taste of rust still on your tongue the linger of words drunk deep take me into your hunger draw me into you again and again so i can lose myself inside your motion i can feel your need tighten around me as i hear your...
the heat is still radiant from the street but walk to retiro to find you strolling eyes in motion i wonder if we will meet again to sit and talk knees brushing heads leaning close before i whisper come with me
underneath, our kiss
when i take you in my arms the warmth of your skin bare beneath your dress races me heart our kiss soft tentative at first deeper melding us together as we breathe together pulls us closer and my hands taking hold of your hips feel just what awaits my heated desire
the wrong of waking
i followed your path on broken glass through forest dark and dense i found you small beneath a tree trembling holding yourself i knelt down low to draw you close to make you warm and safe you raised your eyes to meet my own then lost you as i did wake
no net, and there i go
i fell for you out of the sky long distance drop jump without a chute off the highwire without a net fell for you high diving hollow in the stomach heart pounding pulse racing flop sweating hand shaking flesh hardening ball throbbing fell for you and my mind cannot let go
long gone, so long
its the touch of lips of finger tips of moving hips i am missing
eyes on words
do you feel my eyes on your words drinking you in reading the contour of your thoughts as my gaze would drink the curve of your breast the line of your neck the parting of your lips do you hear my whisper echoing your words tasting you on my tongue rolling your vowels with the warmth of our kiss sharing breath and pulse arms wrapped tightly around your next line and when your words come back to me...
magic to bring a ghost
i have no crystal ball nor scrying glass to see you in your absence i close my eyes repeating words of yours as if a chanted spell i look for you in dreams painting you in heat i close my eyes wishing you were here
catching fog in fingers
there is no way to hold water in your fingers sand flows out fast or slow it all goes you slip away word by word day by day and i wonder how why you became fog instead of flesh smoke instead of flame echo instead of utterance and i miss you
hope, wishing will not make it so
hope swells a hot balloon in my chest with your eyes hope beats a tattoo from your heart to mine racing my pulse a scrying crystal shows only fog casting runes just dicing life potions and spells work not so well but hope is that well from which i drink for you
you come through the soul of the night unseen wraith of my dreams when minds are still you are not taking hold of my desire feeding thoughts without bound you touched me with whispered lips you drew me deep into your heart you shred my will with little thought and ride my heart into the day
If you were here now you would never have left the bed My arms would hold you tight against me I would not let you slip away or even slide me out of you If you were here now you would still be in bed and I would not stop kissing I would just change venue I would not stop touching I would explore new territory If you were here now I would hold you close and show you how much I want you My body...
knowledge, and knowing
to know you in that hand holding arm around your waist way to know you in that laughing together at a joke not yet told to know you are reaching that point where kissing you just so pushes you over the line to know you Is to want you to know you is to want more of you to want to know you even more
that touch, and why
what is a touch the press of skin to skin hunger questing after satiation the feeling of warmth growing into hardened heat what is a touch my lips parting against smooth skin pressing parting lips to breathe you in the taste of you flooding my heart with hunger what is a touch that slickery slide of skin glide over heat into motion opening filling hunger driving me what is touch touch is what i...
satin soft warmth of your neck when i press my lips to kiss you there the heated throb of pulse there against the swirl of my tongue my arms tighten around you as i breathe you oh petal sweet dizzying scent hinting hunger echoing that look i saw burning in your eyes my lips part again drawing on the throb in your neck fingers cupping circling teasing testing questing seeking to move you my lips...
lost, the kiss
when we kiss i stop breathing air i breathe you only you when we embrace my heart beats in your time our pulses syncopate my hands trace the warmth of your skin and find that soft sweet heat within when i kiss you drinking deep sliding into desire filled with you filling you i am lost in you i am lost in you
bachata, and then
dance for me i’ve seen your words move across a line sparkling burning driving behind my eyes you slip beneath you move inside dance for me oh yes dance for me i want to see you in motion hips flowing cross the room lost in the rhythm lost in the feeling moving in a way that can be stealing my heart move to the sound moving in a cloud of desire dance for me dance with me so we can lose...
lost and losing in c
chains of love won’t let me be they keep haunting, haunting me the trouble with you is the trouble with me got two good eyes but still dont see i could try to run try to break these chains leave my night to find your day dark of night cold as ice just free my heart from this vise each time i think that i can leave these chains hang low wont let me be these heavy chains hang round my neck...
to ride desire hot press of hunger wedged between your thighs swept away by the heated rise and fall between within the entering opening parting filling lifting need to take more in to give more movement the tightening squeezing rocking leaning wanting to flood you with the outpouring desire
o that ache as if bones verge to break o that hunger burning hard to see you inflamed ignited to see you hips shifting knees lifting aroused show me i need to see you touching as you would be touched feeling what i would make you feel show me your heat i wake in darkness wanting you smooth skin against my lips parting you with finger tips tasting you drinking you entering you show me so i can know...
your rules and my own straight laced and straight jacketed tightly bound by propriety those transgressions that i dream that you hint that we write that need hot and red in hungry words calling for lips and hands hips and legs calling our rules binding tightly so tightly as to strangle choking life from desire
the ground falls away so fast, dizzying distance the hole growing in the pit of my stomach my head sways my heart pounds that feeling wildfire flooding beneath my skin hot hunger building within my hips my head sways flesh hardens that feeling stumbling down halls bumping the walls blinded to light gnawing need taking flight that feeling that feeling and you
i need your words tell me what you want tell me how you want it tell me how bad your need is tell me i want your lips whispering in my ear whispering your desire whispering your fear whispering against my skin
from the battlefield of love feet mired in the mud face flooded in a torrent of tears heart buried under stone i have marched the distance no end in sight land strewn with the wreckage of life lost oh that wicked war we wage to keep our hearts alive through defensive skirmish through outright assault are there ever any victors or are there only spoils spilled is there ever triumph or do we just...
at my hands
i want you face down wrists and ankles bound your hips lifting moving shifting striving driving to feel hot flesh press against you parting opening sliding in you i want you moving underneath me moaning sighing from deep within unable to catch your breath your heart pounding needing to feel the hot flush of release
means, and an end
How can i get you in my arms in my hands How can i get you in and hold you keep you close How Can i get you hold you keep you because i want you
crossing lines, changing state
Our words have danced sliding together like clasping hands the lovers’ walk, desire’s talk Our lips have touched, in dreams that heat up entwining legs, the press of hips Our words have danced across the ether across the distance lines out of time and yet we keep respectful distance follow the rules not crossing lines Our words have danced the motion heated and yet throughout our...
the wind, how dark
the wind so cold, so dark branches bend leaves whirlwind through the air the wind so dark, so cold pierces my skin pierces my heart you blow through me leaving fissures of the past the frost of time the frost of loss creeps over my bones the wind of your words has blown through me thinning my skin hollowing my bones even in the ghost i have become want lives deep a flame that does not flicker
enter the storm, quench the fire
i run into the wind face lashed by stinging rain eyes swollen with the hollow that is growing deep inside your whispers and your moans can be lost in the howling all around your lips, your touch pelting rain will hide some ghosts will haunt by night leaving only memories while others leave their mark that will not fade you left your mark on me so i run out in the rain blinded, deafened by the gale...
enter, and then
i want to enter your desire leave my mark upon your skin not a smooth slide neath your surface into deep heat down below but a fevered splash of taking running hard all through your bones i want to enter your desire take your heart to be my own lighting hunger deep within you til you move without control
taking hold, or not
i have thoughts that i’m not proud of desires i should not have when i think of you my heart starts racing i see images that are untoward if i had you here within my hand’s grasp where my lips could do as they will i could not take hold of my impulses nor restrain my baser will
The way that haunted house burns, rising heat thickening air, bending light and life The moan of ghosts that drifted in now fades as thunder will, a storm moving in the distance Words that refract desire blackening immolated words that could bend my heart even from a distance The burning walls whisper flame, a different moan from the hunger voice of ghosts gone by Some ghosts have lived through...
the night wind, chills
gray skies, damp days the wind rattles windows and i hear chains over stone those ghost moans that come in the night slipping under my skin ghost whispers in the dark of distant lips once speaking hunger now just soft echoes gray heart, damp eyes the wind cools the air and i feel chill breath beneath my skin i prowl through halls once the sun is gone and find no heat to restore my heart
the map, and you
i will wander your streets drinking in your sights breathing you in rich pungent heady learning your ways finding hidden paths to your heart i will dwell in your secret places learning all your sacred spaces finding the keys to every door entering you again and again to learn you like the palm of my hand so even in the dark i can find your heart and drink in your soul